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Peter’s Chance on Amazon!

UntitledMy first baby is available on Amazon here!!!  I’m so excited.  I cannot thank those enough who helped me get it to where it is today.  The journey began 4 years ago.  What a dream come true to see it on Amazon.

If you are looking for a great read for the holiday season or a gift for someone else, then try Peter’s Chance.  Right now, this full length, Young Adult novel is only $2.99!  Peter’s Chance is a story for everyone.   A classic tale of friendship, adventure, and the true meaning of Christmas, this book will touch hearts of all ages.  My hope is that Peter will find many friends who will join him on his quest to instill genuine Christmas spirit across the globe. Thank you!  Enjoy!

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Lines of Many – For Our Veterans

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I wrote this poem years ago now.  I wanted to repost it today in honor of those fallen Veterans that are not with us today.  As an Army brat, I hold the service of our men and women close to my heart.  On this day I want to thank my father for his esteemed service both past in his military career and present as he continues to serve our nation’s finest at the VA.  I also want to remember my mom’s father who served proudly and fought in the Korean War.  To all Veteran’s: Hooah! and thank you!

In lines of green and brown, grays and blues
all colors of honor, concealing hues,
have stood the many facing expectant dawn,
for freedom, family or values, ready weapons drawn.

Into chaos, into hell, those lines of shades have gone,
before so ready, then so weary before the worst is done.
Yet, driving on, pressing on until the lines are broken,
till colors are muted, lines red and a hush o’r takes the din.
In lines of bright and cold, stark white
lie the honored colors, concealed from sight,
stand the many and face each rising sun,
reminding that for all, have fallen many a son.

Into valor, into glory the lines of souls have gone,
before so weary, now in peace for the worst is done.
Sod is driven, stone impressed, forming the lines of white.
Bold colors fly, lines of red, hailing those lines of white.

 ~By E.A. Henson

 

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The Story of Robert A. Cahill’s Iron Box – Revised & Extended

As recorded on February 3, 1964 by Maggie Henith

I’m a busybody … or so I’ve heard.  You can’t really keep that report a secret from the neighborhood busybody, now can you?

I love hearing everyone’s news, good and bad.  Over the years there has been only one story I wish my ears never heard.  Ironically, it is also the one story that I kept secret.  I was already the busybody.  I was determined not to be the town lunatic.

The doctors say I’m really dying this time.  As such, I have decided to write the story of the Cahills down.  Maybe the tale will help explain why the house sits empty to this very day.

………………………………………….…

Time is funny.  Sometimes minutes seem like hours, and a lifetime passes in the blink of an eye.  I cannot remember if it was only seconds or closer to an hour until she bolted again from the house.  Suddenly, she was there, white as summer linen, racing toward my porch in the still twilight.richardi-house

Marie’s mouth moved rapidly but no words came out.

“Marie!” I exclaimed, chills creeping up my arms despite the warm evening. “What?  What’s happened?”

She seemed almost outside of her mind and ready to jump out of her skin.  I forced her into a chair and tried to get her to drink some of my lemonade.

“R- r-r-r-o-o…”

“What, Marie?” I asked frantically.  “You must speak so I can help.”

I will never forget the horror in Marie’s eyes as she told me in broken sentences of the days leading up to her husband’s death and of her deception.

On the night of June 6, 1943, Robert A. Cahill and his wife Marie were alone in their expansive house.

“My dear, Marie,” Robert Cahill’s hand shook as he reached for his wife’s.

“Yes, dear?” Marie responded, her fingers busy with her knitting, her eyes counting stiches.

This had become their life.  Robert, his health ailing considerably, remained on forced bed rest.  Only one bout of fresh air each day, the doctor cautioned Marie strictly only a fortnight ago.  For Robert, the doctor’s words came as a death knell.  He lived for the open air and never stayed long within four walls.  He felt restless and constricted indoors.

Although born into wealth as the son of Robert A. Cahill Sr., young Robert could not resist the call of the sea and left home to join the navy.  Robert did not return to his family for some time.  He moved up the ranks and became captain of his own vessel.  A war injury brought about an early retirement with full honors.

In celebration of his son’s return and his decorated military service, the elder Robert hosted a grand event.  It would be that fateful night when Robert would fall in love with Marie Sterling.

Marie and her only sister needed to marry well.  The once respected Sterling estate remained only a façade.  Mr. Sterling had long ago gambled away the family fortune.  Marie fervently promised herself many nights as she cried into her pillow, that she would not marry an unsteady man for love as her late mother had done.  She would find a respectable man whose honor opposed the very thought of gambling.

vintage-ivory-bouquet-benchMarie’s and Robert’s courtship was short, the wedding ceremony planned and promptly executed, and the bride and groom settled into their home, to all the world a happy couple.

Robert and Marie found themselves unable to have children.  With no little ones to spoil, Robert spent his time and fortune indulging his bride.  Robert loved Marie.  She was beautiful and when, for her purposes, she needed to be charming, her wit and grace were delightful.  Robert strove daily to provide her every comfort and keep her happy.  That is, up until a year ago when Robert’s age coupled with the injury he experienced during military service, took their toll and Robert’s health began to fail.

Now they spent their evenings in Robert’s room.  Marie knitting, Robert lying in bed with the comforter pulled up, reminiscing at intervals about the sea.

The weakened hand Robert held toward his wife dropped to his side.  His voice grew thin as if coming from far away, “There … is one thing I would like.”

“Yes, Robert?” Marie began a new row .

“To return to the sea.”

Marie looked up from her work quickly, her confusion apparent.

“You can’t, Robert … the Doctor said …”

“No, my dear,” Robert stared at her intently, desperate to relay his message. “I want you to spread my ashes on the North Atlantic.”

Although dimmed with time, Robert’s eyes held again the spark of his youth as he spoke.  He waited anxiously for Marie’s response.  His request was one of the few he had uttered in their marriage.

“I know the trip would be long for you … and that you have never sailed … but …” Robert’s voice faltered. “It would mean so much to me to be finally back at sea.”

Marie looked down at her knitting and began feverishly looping stiches.  Quickly, her mind calculated the cost of an Atlantic voyage.  Visions of her father at the card table, a raucous group of drunken men around him, played in her mind.  Like father’s gambling, an expensive trip to sea only to scatter Robert’s ashes would be equal to throwing money over board.

Moments passed before she returned her husband’s steady gaze.  She knew too well that if she showed her displeasure long enough, her devoted husband’s will would break.  How many times had she succeeded in controlling him throughout their marriage?

At her hesitance, Robert pressed, “John Barkley assured me that when the time comes he will be at your assistance if you need help arranging the trip.”vintage-fountain-pen-4_21148656

“You spoke with the lawyer about this?”

“A year ago, when he and I prepared my will.”

Silence invaded the room almost as if it too sat personified at Robert’s bedside.  Marie’s pulse beat rapidly.  If Robert had spoken with John Barkley, there remained little she could do.

“Marie?”

“Yes … yes, Robert.  I’ll go. ”

With his mind at ease, Robert soon drifted off to sleep.  The room fell quiet except for the click-click of Marie’s needles.

Four days later, Robert A. Cahill Jr. died.  A modest service took place, mourners came, and Marie made her plans for departure.  She refused Mr. Barkley’s help.  He could not know there would be no boat ticket.

Marie planned to visit her sister for several weeks.  To everyone else, it would appear that with heavy heart she departed on a voyage to disperse her late husband’s ashes.

I still remember seeing Marie Cahill leave her home.  It was 3 o’clock on a sunny afternoon.  I sat enjoying my afternoon tea as I always do by the study window where I can see the comings and goings along the street.  96fa1f62ec69a2bc42f57734ecf6c74eShe wore a charcoal gray dress befitting a state of mourning and clutched the alabaster urn to her chest.

Three weeks passed before I saw Marie again.  Twilight was once my favorite time of the day.  Shadows and light seem to play a tug-of-war until at last, the day always succumbs to sleep.  I used to sit on my front porch watching the lights begin to flicker on in the houses along the street.

Marie’s car pulled slowly into her drive.  As she made her way up her walk, I decided not to greet her.  She must be tired and grieving.  There would be time, I thought, to hear of her journey on the Atlantic.  Just then, the ice settled in my lemonade.  The sound echoed in the still evening air.  Marie turned quickly to find the source of the noise.  I raised my hand in greeting but still hesitated to intrude.  I received a small wave back, but Marie continued up her front steps and into the house.

Like I said, time is funny.  My mind struggles to recollect just how much time passed between when I heard the Cahill’s door click shut through the evening hush to when Marie stumbled up my front porch.

Then, suddenly, she was there, standing before me, panic-stricken and inconsolable; confessing to me the story of the old iron box.

Robert A. Cahill would never return to sea, I discovered from her broken sentences.  The trip to the Atlantic would cost a pretty penny … her penny … pennies adding up to the fortune she married Robert to obtain.

Marie never planned to honor her husband’s last request.  Instead, she descended into the basement of their home on the night before her departure.  Even the servants rarely traversed into the dank depths of the decaying cellar.  Marie treaded carefully through the dimly lit corridor, making her way into the old boiler room.  Pipes covered the walls and ceiling,upstairs hissing and bubbling like a den of snakes.  Far back, directly behind the hot boiler, a maze of small pipes coiled almost disguising an iron soot box from sight.  The boiler had been converted to electric power almost a decade ago.  No servant was needed to fuel the boiler with costly coal or empty the soot into the iron box.  That had saved a sum of money; Marie comforted herself as she reached with shaking hand to open the small latch.

Her hardened heart beat faster despite itself for what she was about to do.  The hinges shrieked in protest as Marie opened the archaic box.  The metallic cry hastened the wretched deed.  Ruthlessly, she shook the urn’s contents into the mouth of the small iron box.  With the pipes hissing around her like angry souls goading her on, the last bits of Robert’s remains slid into the hidden recesses among the age old soot.  Frantic to leave the cellar, Marie shut the iron box back tight and retreated with haste, hopeful perhaps that her conscience would be that easy to confine.

When her story ended, I remained speechless.  Marie’s eyes darted towards her house as if afraid of something there.  Her entire body racked with convulsions and again her lips moved wordlessly.

“Marie, what?  Why are you so frightened?” the words fell reluctantly from my mouth.

“He- he …is there …” her voice came in a hoarse whisper as she pointed to her house.

“His ashes?  Still in the box?”

Marie turned slowly to stare at me; terror drew deep lines in her brow.

“He… he’s not in the box,” she muttered, shaking her head.  “He got out.”

An unknown fear gripped my heart.  I could not speak.  I could not comfort.  I only stared back.  Marie continued to shake her head, muttering.

Suddenly, she grew still.  Her eyes widened and a renewed fear swept across her face.  A choked scream escaped from her lips and she ran.

No one has seen or heard of Marie Cahill since.  The house still stands empty.  Somewhere in the basement is an iron box that was never meant to hold a roving sailor.76645_1

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This Beautiful World

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I’ll admit: I’m scared. As persecutions rage in the Middle East against Christians, and those murdering them are professed to be part of a peaceful religion, I’m anxious. As diseases spread, even some that were thought to have been eradicated, and touch American soil, I’m nervous. As our culture lauds suicide as a ‘dignified exit’ for those unwilling to await a natural death, I’m horrified. With abortion of unborn babies continuing to be ‘an option’, I’m appalled.

I have asked myself lately, “When is God going to pull the plug?” We exist in a culture of supreme arrogance, a culture that plays God, a culture that strives to rewire our very consciences.

At the same time, though, I confess that ‘THE END’ is something I try not to think about. Whether it’s my individual end or me going down with everyone when the world is brought to its knees when all are reintroduced to the author of life, death has frightened me since I was a young girl. How do you just leave? Will I get to say goodbye? Even now my heart tightens and my stomach turns. Many great men and women practiced a spiritual separation or even disgust with this world. I pray I can emulate their detachment. I am too attached to God’s beautiful world.

I wish it were getting easier but now that I have two, lovely children I fear my heart is ever more entrapped by their little fingers. I selfishly cling to the idea that I will see them grow up, see them serve their Lord, have children of their own. It is not the material things of the world that keep me weighted to this earth but the intangibles. It is my deep, abiding love for my husband who is my rock, my smile, and my happy thought, the sweet hugs from my little ones and the look of adoration they bestow on their imperfect mother. Laughter, love, sunsets, sunrises, brothers, sisters, parents, friends. How do you leave? I know we’re not given a choice. The time comes as surely as a plucked flower will wither but … when I ‘go’ I think it might be easier if God takes me quickly or my heavy heart will crumble before I have drawn my last breath.

As ugly as this world can be … and is, there are so many happy-giggly-toe wiggling-hiccupping-whispering-sweet moments He gives us. If these moments are but a drop of water in the ocean of divine splendor we will enjoy in heaven, then, dear Lord I pray my soul, while living in this world, learns to detach from the created and yearn for the creator.

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Tessa – Part I: Late Night Discoveries

“You can’t keep doing this, Theresa Anne.”

“It’s just Tessa, Deputy Erwin.  I’ve told you…”

BANG BANG BANG

Deputy Erwin’s fist beat again on the front door of the darkened house.

“If your dad doesn’t stop encouraging-“ The door flew open,  “Good evening, Sheriff Collins.  She did it again.”

The Sheriff’s blue eyes reflected sharply in the dim light of the street lamp as he stared at his daughter.  Tessa looked guiltily at her feet.

“Sheriff, with all due respect, she can’t-“

“I’m aware, Deputy, thank you.”

“It was a burglary!  The perp could have been anywhere –“

“Yes, Deputy-“

“This is what … the fourth time I’ve had to-“

“Deputy Erwin.”

“Yes, sir, Sheriff Collins, sir,” the Deputy tipped his hat, gave Tessa one last disapproving look, and headed toward his squad car.

“Theresa Anne Collins, step inside.”

Tessa hated the silent treatment.  She would rather her Irish descended father reveal his entire disappointment in one, long winded speech than sit in their living room with him mutely across from her, his hands folded.

“Tess.”

Only dad could call her Tess.

“Do I need to take the scanner away for good?”

“No! Dad, I promise-“

“Really?  Because at this point I’m starting to think that that was a pretty stupid birthday gift for a 15 year old girl obsessed with solving crime.”

“Dad-“

“Tess, listen,” Sheriff Collins rubbed his forehead. “I know you love the thrill of police work-“

“Detective work.”

“Right, that.  But you agreed to certain rules, did you not?”

“Yes, dad.”

“And you broke some tonight, did you not?”

“Yes, dad.”

“So… for that …”

Sheriff Collins thought for some time.  Tessa remembered with a stab that it was her mom who used to come up with the clever punishments.  Dad handled the lecture and, when he finished, mom calmly explained the consequences.

“You’re temporarily banned from the scanner.”

“What! But, dad! There’s a new case –“

“No buts, Theresa Anne.  The scanner was only for daylight hours after homework was done.  I fixed up that old box because I knew you liked police – uh, detective work.  That didn’t mean you could go gallivanting around at all hours getting yourself into danger.”

Tessa’s shoulders slumped.  Her dad’s expression and tone let her know his decision was final.

“Come give your old dad a hug.”

Tessa stood and embraced her dad.

As he held her, he said, “You can have the scanner back in one week –“

“A week!”

“In one week and if that case still hasn’t been solved I’m sure you’ll be the first to break it.”

He held her at arm’s length.

“Tessa.”

“Yes, dad?”

“Just stay safe.  You know I can’t lose you too.”

“I know, dad.”

“Now, go to bed.”

With that he kissed her forehead and turned her in the direction of her bedroom.

It took Tessa awhile to fall asleep.  Tonight’s burglary had been more than the typical prank their little town occasionally experienced.  The conversation over the scanner had provided little detail before Tessa impulsively decided to leave the house that evening.  She had walked the several blocks to where the lights of the squad car whirled around on the sign of Missy’s Hair Salon.  Her notebook in hand she had only just begun taking notes when Deputy Lou Erwin discovered her.

A week!  There could be a lot of detail lost in a week off of the scanner.

“Well,” Tessa thought to herself as she finally lay down, “I guess I’ll just have to keep it to some old fashioned sleuthing until the week is out.”

If you would like to read more of Tessa’s adventure click here to find the book on Amazon and I truly thank you for your interest!

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Tuscany Press

For those of you who are not following me on Facebook, I wanted to share my excitement for being highlighted on the Tuscany Press website! The competition for the Tuscany Press Prize closes today.  How great would it be to hear from them!

See my manuscript’s highlighted excerpt by clicking on the link below.

http://tuscanypress.com/blog/peters-chance-young-adult-novel-submission.php

As always, thanks for your incredible support!

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Pink High Tops

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Mother’s Day is approaching again.  As a mother of one with another on the way, I work 365 days out of the year to ‘earn’ this day.  I do not take the day lightly but strive with each new dawn to live up to the expectations I have set for myself in the role of ‘mommy’.  Do I fail sometimes? … Oh yeah!  But I do not like myself in those moments and use them to work even harder.  I’m too far from perfect to rest even a moment on the laurels of a ‘good mommy’ day.

There are many different ways to be a ‘good mommy’.  More than one way of expressing human love exists.  Quality time, physical touch, and words of affirmation are just some of the ways we humans show our love for one another.  Each mother might strongly lean toward one expression or practice several naturally.  The sweet result of her particular love language is a love unique unto her motherhood.

As on every Mother’s Day, I recollect the love my mother showed my five siblings and me.  My mom set the bar high for us when it came to expectations of respect, hard work, and self-reliance.  Sometimes, I forget how high she was likewise setting the bar for herself.

In speaking with her on the phone recently her words struck me with just that lesson.  In passing, she mentioned calling her own mother to ask if she was a ‘bad mom’ for not always understanding the babbling of her toddlers.  Today on the phone, I expressed that my daughter was having a rough day and had cried a lot.  She reminded me of how she used to lower herself to our height and just hold us and that my daughter probably needed that today.  Then, gleaning what my daughter wanted at that moment, she chided me laughingly for not just letting her take her nap in her ‘princess shoes’ like she had let me wear the pink high tops to bed which I loved wearing.  Hearing that my mother had called her mom concerned about being a good mother and hearing her remind me of those precious moments in which she gave me what my tiny heart had wanted told me so much.  The strong, capable mother I knew growing up, who expected much of her children, was simultaneously sensitive and deeply caring.

Am I suddenly having this revelation?  No.  It has, in fact, come to me on more than one occasion.  When I was a child and more self-centered, I failed to realize that the six thoughtfully packed lunches awaiting us before school or the clean, painstakingly folded laundry were acts of profound love.  When I reflect that my mom’s heart could love six children as much as my heart bursts with love for my daughter, I am in awe.  When I remember the countless hours and careful pennies spent preparing for 385501_10151011527785577_1841400268_nour Birthdays and Christmases or the sleepless nights spent rubbing my fevered forehead with her cool hands, my eyes cannot remain dry.  When I see the affection in her eyes as she holds her grandchildren for the first time, the depth of her love is apparent.

All moms are different and we express our love in varying ways.  That each of us loves deeply, however, cannot be disputed.  I can never thank my mom for everything she did for me or repay her for the love she had for me.  The closest I can come to repaying the debt of gratitude I owe to my mother is to love and care for my children as she much as she did for me.

~A Mother’s Prayer~

By: Emily Henson

I can kiss a finger when it’s hurt

and when they fall brush off the dirt.

I’ll gladly bend to tie a shoe

and mend each and every tear brand new.

But may God grant me the graces

to look into their upturned faces

on frenzied days when I’ve lost control

and take the time to nurture a soul.

The wash my hands will roughen and chap

but I’ll tuck them in every nap.

I’ll clean the floors on which they play

and shoo the dust bunnies far away.

But may God help me do my part

to see to the needs of their heart

even when chores remain undone

for dust can wait till tomorrow’s sun.

That song they love with the silly rhyme

I’ll sing for them a hundredth time.

Nails will be clean with daily bath.

Rules of writing learned along with math.

But God help me to remember

that more in their minds than lessons stir.

While I stay busy with my hands

they may fly off to Neverlands.

While a cleanly house is noteworthy

and tasks await before I’m free,

I’ll blink my eyes and they’ll be grown

but sweet moments I want to have known.

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A Little Christmas for the Neighbors

IMG_2388The series ‘Peter’s Chance’ is ultimately about discovering the true spirit of Christmas.  The Christmas spirit can be defined in varying ways and it can be difficult to understand its many facets.  One simple way to live in the Christmas spirit is selfless giving.  The emotion that arrives through giving without expectation of return, giving solely to bring pleasure to the receiver remains one of the closest experiences to true Christmas spirit we can enjoy.  So, give …. bring a little Christmas to those around you.  Follow the link to Joyful Home and Life’s website to read how I bring a smile to my neighbors and share in the Christmas spirit.

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Great Read: “Michael Vey ~ The Prisoner of Cell 25”

In light of my last post, ‘The Orphaned’, which discussed the sad plight of books continuously donated to used book sales and which never find a ‘forever home’ I would like to take a moment to highlight a book I recently finished and believe to be a modern-classic.

Richard Paul Evans is the author of the Michael Vey series and has done a phenomenal job so far of creating an extraordinary plot line and a diverse cast of memorable characters.  From beginning to end, readers will find themselves engaged in the twisting storyline and laughing out loud at the witty dialogue.  The good guys are good and the bad guys are bad; there exists no wavering in the line of good and evil while a hope even for the worst of the bad guys remains until they show their resolution.

Harkening to timeless qualities of bravery, respect for fellow man, and stalwart resolution, “Michael Vey” breaths fresh life onto the stage of classic heroes.  Yet, the novel is very much 21st Century, enrapturing the Young Adult reader through the similarities with his or her life even amidst remarkable adventure.

The “Michael Vey ~ Prisoner of Cell 25” was already a bigger seller than “Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone” when it was first released and upon reading it you will quickly see why.  I look forward to continuing the series and highly recommend the “Michael Vey” books to Young Adult readers.

Below is a link to my review on Amazon if you would like to visit.

http://www.amazon.com/review/RNI7I7RESQHP9

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The Orphaned

Used book sales are a common occurrence in most cities.  Often, donations are requested months in advance and the books trickle in steadily with a few books here and, more rarely, a larger drop off by a particularly zealous donor.  The generous contributors almost always share the same sentiment no matter the amount of their patronage, “Thank you for taking these!” or “So nice to purge some books!”

The sale day arrives and the piles of orphaned books sit neatly stacked ready for a new home.  Yet, among the rows and rows of spines one question arises: Where are the classics?  Not simply the classic-classics but the modern-classics, too.  A few customers will happen upon a lucky find but, generally, one does not cross a masterpiece at a used book sale.  Books such as To Kill A Mocking Bird, A Wrinkle In Time, Little Women, and, even the first books of the Harry Potter series are a scarcity.  Authors famous for their works such as Lewis, Tolkien, Twain, Austen, Dickens, and the like rarely make an appearance on these occasions and if they do are often tossed because of their dog-eared condition.

Yet, some titles (and none will be named) reappear numerous times; the same book sitting beside multiples of itself on the book sale table.  Ironically, these titles have also appeared on the New York Times Bestseller list.  For this reason, they will be purchased again, carried home with excitement, and read voraciously … but only once.  Some months down the road another book sale will find them sitting on a table beside their twins.

Several questions arise from this phenomenon of orphaned books: What makes people so happy to purge books they once enjoyed?  Why there exists a dearth of classics at used book sales?  And, why is it that the same books dropped carelessly into donation bins are purchased at the sale only to be re-donated later time and again?

The same answer pertains to each query.  True classics, the stories that dwell in a reader’s heart long after the book is given a special place on the bookshelf, are kept, treasured, and passed down from generation to generation.

These observations are not meant to say that every book at a used book sale is not a classic or that the classics never end up at a sale.  The rule of thumb persists, however, that the books orphaned on the sale tables were not cherished enough to be counted as members of a household.

To my fellow writers, though we occasionally fail despite our best efforts, may we strive to write stories which speak to the depths of souls, imagine characters one can call friend, and leave an indelible impression on the hearts of our readers.  May it be that our books are never orphaned but find forever-homes, highly revered and their pages caressed more than once.